I feel like I don’t get attention and I feel like people don’t pay interest in me
I don’t get love from my parents. All they do is feed me pills to keep me stable. I have always been bullied and rejected. I feel like no one relates to me because I have been in and out of mental hospitals. It started when I was 9 years old and now I am 27, still seeking mental help but haven’t improved at all. I have always been left out and by myself. I feel like a failure and not good enough. I am not one of the drop dead gorgeous girls that men run after. I never even had one good looking man ask me out to eat and all the boys I ever liked said I was ugly or rejected me. I feel like I don’t get treated good sometimes, I want to be treated better and be more important. I would cut myself all over my arm. It gets to the point that therapy doesn’t even help because what can I do if people are treating me this way? I don’t like the way I look either. I don’t fit in with society at all, I rather be on my own anyways.
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